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May 31st, 2010

Summer break is almost here.....

...so why am I in such a funk lately?! Stuff has been so busy at school, it seemed like it would never end and yet the days flew by too quickly for me to get everything done that I wanted to. I've been helping my sister plan her wedding and dealing with the serious depression issues of my other beloved little sis. And in between I feel like there has been no time for me to catch up on what needs to be done in my life. I just hate feeling like I can't be there and do everything I want to for those I love, and then feel guilty that I'm also regretting not having any time for myself. It's a total no win situation :(

I keep telling myself that once summer break gets here I'll be able to settle down and fit everything in in my leisure time, but I'm starting to panic a little just the same. Which leads to me lamenting all the other "woes" in my life, like my 27th birthday quickly approaching, as a still single woman, trying to pay off my credit card debt and lose these stupid last 2.5 lbs! Aarrgh! 

Well, enough of the self pity, right? I did enjoy a nice long weekend with my family and just a little GS time, though not as much as I'd like, but there hardly ever is as much as I'd like of M&K ;) Spent a few great hours in the sun at my parents' pool the last few days which helped to clear my mind a little...

Despite anything I feel I may be dealing with right now, nothing compares to the great sacrifices of all the men and women who have served and are serving in our military to keep our great country safe and protected! And though words will never be enough, on this Memorial Day and every day in between I wish to say- THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU with all my heart!!!!

***feeling a bit worn down, but determined...